Comedy God

My goal at the beginning of this year was to become a Comedy God.

Boy...

Girl...

did I fall short! 

Year later, and after looking at my actions this past year I realize that I hadn't done a damn thing towards Comedy God Damn. 

Perplexed me. 

Bc...

If I said I wanted Comedy to be my end goal, Why hadn't I done any Comedy to make this happen?

?!?!?

I journaled. 

Meditated.

Wept.

All to realize that I had a blockage in place for Comedy. 

Ya see, I had been going at it all wrong! 

I was making Comedy my identity. 

My higher power. 

My God. 

Comedy WAS my God. 

This is very unhealthy. 

As we know nothing should be our higher power. 

But...

the higher power in all of us. 

By constantly putting Comedy on a pedestal. That I can't obtain. 

Reach. Or BE. 

I am Always falling short. Meanwhile, my hopes were to ultimately be accepted. 

This was a big disconnect. 

Nothing is my God. 

Rather...

No thing is my God. 

Today, what is your Higher Power? Are you placing things higher than your beautiful perfect self?!? Your identity is No thing. Your identity is the energy that flows through your veins. 

I am a Comedian bc I so choose. 

As a beautiful, evolved, fully realized being. 

No thing will make me whole. 

Although, I can have fun with many funny things ;) 

Xoxo